In the tranquil wilderness of Northern Michigan, school custodian Buddy Robertson finds all that he needs: the rhythms of nature, the unpretentious companionship of Mags and their seven cats, solitude from others — and a safe escape from the loss and abuse of his childhood.
During cold months, Buddy fusses with his collections of various treasures. Winter's end brings maple syrup production, and spring elicits the return of migratory birds. Buddy knows their calls. He eagerly anticipates the forest’s awakening in spring, the magic of summer, and the glory of autumn.
His appreciation for these pleasures comes from his grandfather and his first love, Leah. Both are gone, but Buddy can depend on the change of seasons, the golden light of dusk, and the gossip of red-winged blackbirds in April.
Buddy would love to keep his quiet existence. But when he comes face-to-face with Ben, a young boy courageously grappling with his own demons, Buddy is inspired to finally deal with his past.
In The Burden of Sparrows, author Debra Payne crafts an intimate portrait of one man's journey to overcome trauma and shame. In the embrace of nature and newfound connections, Buddy discovers love, courage, and human resilience.
Acclaim for The Burden of Sparrows
The Burden of Sparrows will pull you in and keep you turning pages. You'll feel a range of emotions and care deeply about the characters. If you loved Where the Crawdads Sing, this book is for you!
— Mandy Remai, Seasons of Life Therapy
As someone who is rooted in the natural world, I really enjoyed reading about Buddy's adventures and quiet observations of the garden and woods. Despite all the distractions and craziness that life can throw at us, nature remains a constant source of comfort and inspiration. This book reminded me to be kind to myself and to stay open to change and healing, no matter how challenging it may be. Finding a community of loved ones and friends to share that journey with will only add to the beauty of life.
— Renee Penny, conservation specialist, Kalkaska Conservation District
Milkweed (Asclepias) drawn by Leah, Buddy’s first love.
The Burden of Sparrows is simultaneously literary and homespun. Buddy’s humble journey is that of the classic hero; how he confronts his past and his own fears gives readers an opportunity to realize that growth is possible at any stage of life. Healing comes in unexpected ways and forms; lovers can be young or old; a man can be good despite a broken childhood. This is a book about love, both its presence and the effects of its absence. I encourage you to open up your heart when you open these pages.
— Scott J. Couturier, author of The Box and I Awaken in October: Poems of Folk Horror and Halloween